Today is my birthday, a day that should be filled with joy, celebration and love. However, as I look around, I notice something discouraging: many people avoid me, as if my presence causes them discomfort. I know the reason behind this attitude: I am not what is considered “handsome” by social standards. My appearance doesn’t meet society’s superficial expectations, and this has left me feeling left out and alone on a day that should be special to me.
Over the years, I have felt the weight of disapproving stares and subtle signs of rejection because of my looks. My self-esteem has been eroded by disparaging comments and comparisons to those who fit the mold of what is considered attractive. While I have tried to hold my head high and accept myself as I am, the truth is that indifference and rejection hurt, especially at times like this when I should feel loved and appreciated.
As I watch the people around me, I see them reaching out to others with warm smiles and kind words, while passing me by as if I were invisible. Their actions speak louder than any words, and make me feel as if my worth as a human being is determined solely by my outward appearance. It’s an overwhelming feeling of loneliness and hopelessness, as if there’s no place for me in a world that values superficial beauty so highly.
Deep in my heart, I long to be seen and valued for who I really am, beyond my physical appearance. I dream of a world where love and connection are based on kindness, compassion, and authenticity, rather than outward appearance. But it seems that world remains a distant dream, while reality constantly reminds me that I don’t fit the mold of what is considered attractive.
As my birthday passes, I try to keep a smile on my face and celebrate anyway. But inside, the pain and sadness linger, reminding me that I have yet to find the acceptance and unconditional love I crave. I wonder if I will ever find someone who values me for who I really am, someone who sees beyond my appearance and connects with my true self.
However, in the midst of the darkness, I find a glimmer of hope. Although many people may avoid me because of my appearance, I know that there are those who value my company, my kindness, and my heart. Those are true friends, those who are willing to look beyond the superficialities and find the beauty in what really matters: humanity and true love. And on this special day, I will hold on to your love and appreciation, reminding myself that I am worthy of love and happiness, regardless of my physical appearance.
